Ain't got no regrets. I ain't losin track. Of which way I'm goin. Ain't gonna double back, no

Few things have ever felt as good to me as this.  After a long day at work, I come home to my feline companions.  If I am lucky they are so excited to see me that they forget about dinner then I get to do my stuff first.  As I wash off my make up and shake out my "work" hair, throwing it up in a bun, I am already starting to relax.  By the time that I make it to my room to throw on a t shirt and my HK pj pants, i'm good.  By the time I crawl in bed and give lovin' to my darlings, i'm great.  It feels almost like a vacay from prison.  I am almost giddy for the first few minutes.  Feed them and they are on their way, for the moment.  Now it's my time.  I don't feel dirty anymore........  Look at my phone, only 14 hours til' I have to be back there, shit!

I'm better than I was, but, not yet 100%  My work duckling was quite in effect today.  I love her to pieces and I honestly care what happens to her, she has been through so much.  But, sometimes it's hard enough to take care of me let alone anyone else.  In the past I would've just kept going and going until I broke.  My friend noticed all of this and I think he took her aside and said something about it.  She didn't come around nearly as much after that.  Honestly if I didn't know we would be divorced within the first week.  I would marry that man.  But, it never works out when you marry yourself.  So, I am just thankful for him and won't know what to do without him or the other one when we switch teams, shortly.  They have been such a tremendous daily support unit and their energy is contagious.  I am deeply grateful that I have had the benefit of their company.  Even if they do tease me relentlessly.




Ain't got no regrets
And I ain't losin' track
Of which way I'm going
Ain't gonna double back

Don't want no misplay
Put on no display
An angel? no!
But I know my way

I used follow
Yeah, that's true
But my following days are over
Now I just gotta follow through

I remember what my father said
He said "Son, life is simple"
It's either cherry red or

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Midnight blue
Oh midnight blue, oh
You were the restless one
And you did not care
That I was the trouble boy
Lookin' for a double dare

I won't apologize for
The things I've done and said
But when I win your heart,
I'm gonna paint it cherry red

I don't want to talk about it
What you do to me
I can't live without it
And you might think that
It's much too soon
For us to go this far into the


Things could be different
But that'd be a shame, 'cause
I'm the one who could feel the sun
Right in the pouring rain

I won't say where And I don't know when
But soon there's gonna come a day
I'll be back again
Yeah, I'll be back for you
You see, I'm saving up my love