One bad apple don't spoil the whole bunch, girl..........

I have had a musically challenged couple of days. I have no idea why but the same five songs or so have been running through my head non stop and I only actually like one of them. These songs are all pop songs by former pop artist giants of their time. Admittedly, I have always loved pop music. But, this Osmond song, I don't get at all b/c not only was I not allowed to watch them on tv, I wasn't allowed to listen to their music. I give the parents credit for taking a stand, but, there were far more crucial issues at hand than the Osmonds. I also get that they didn't endorse what they stood for, whatever that actually was........ What eves I know where this one came from, but, I Want You Back by the Jacskson Five. Some random ass low charting single from the mid-eighties by Jack Wagner, wtf? Ohhhh Frisco..... Jack Wagner was never believable to me as a decent human being and I found out later why when I read that biography by the call girls of Hollywood and they dished on him. What a dick....he and Ryan Reynolds prolly stroke off to their own press clippings together. Yeech....self serving bastards. I used to feel the same way about Affleck but now I think that he is just your run of the mill, self loathing bastard. I don't think you could say a lot to Affleck that he doesn't say to himself all of the time. I never bought into the Jennifer Garner thing b/c his acting skills are not all that great. I think the reason he worked so well in, Gone Girl is b/c he was playing a character similar to himself. Must be the reason I never bought him as a romantic lead. TBC... Hey do you think it'd be alright, if I just crashed here tonight? I mean I'm no shape for drivin' and anyway I got no place to go...... Ya know it might not be that bad, you were the best I ever had. If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago, I might be here with you....... If the following lyrics seem somewhat familar to you and you know what I'm alluding to, this is a request to just stay gone. No popping in or out. I'm good. You killed everything that I once had for you last summer. I don't look at you or think of you and feel what was. Because what was is just that, what was. There was no need at all for that text yesterday. I knew you would take off, that's what you do. Just as you say that I run from my feelings, you just bolt. And that's cool. Just not for me anymore. Put your energies and your focus into the ones that love you. Be the man that I thought you were instead of the man that you actually are. It's all good, just back away........... There was once a boy I loved very much. More than anyone until I had my first child. That was when I learned what love actually and truly was. He treated me like a princess and then bolted...again and again and again. He resurfaced a few years ago and we kicked it platonically. Finally 3/4's of the way into his impending divorce, I gave in like an asshole. I knew what was to come and it was not pleasant. He was the same emotional brat he was in his teens but this time with age, he had teeth he put into his biting comments and hurtful words. I backed my way out and didn't look back. Once again a couple of months ago he resurfaced but this time with bigger baggage. That along with last summers "fling" or flung if you wheeeeeeellllll (shout out to big Dust here) allowed me to keep him at a distance. Yesterday out of the blue he texted me that he was deleting me and focusing on exactly what I haven been telling him to do all along. Focus on the ones that love you. I will always have love for him but never again the romantic love of yore. I'm sorry but your card carrying membership to the Fan Four has been revoked, son.