Thursday, August 18, 2016

She sells sanctuary

Or well, at least she did. I'm officially out of the Cptn Save A Ho biz. I need to focus on me. Just as I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, it feels like someone blew out the candle. Intellectually I know that I am so completely better off than I was a few months ago. But, things feel so hopeless yet and stagnant. I need to be alone, like completely and totally. I need to have my own space to work on my art and snuggle my cats. My needs are actually quite simple. My pad, my cats, my art, my smokes, my Coca Cola and not to kill myself totally with the previously mentioned caramel colored poison. I desire simplicity and silence. Right now I am blessedly alone house sitting for a friend, but, this house seems so loud despite the tv being the only real noise three times a week for one hour. The aura here is so dank and depressing that I can feel myself regressing every waking moment that I am here. I can surely get out of here for awhile but to what end? It means spending money that I need to save for my new place. So, here I suffer grateful for the only shred of my previous reality, my kitties. Men have always told me how easy it is to lose themselves in me. So, if she sells sanctuary, tell me where does she go to fill up so that you don't completely drain her? Oh that's right! You don't care...... h, the heads that turn Make my back burn And that heads that turn Make my back, make my back burn The sparkle in your eyes Keeps me alive And the sparkle in your eyes Keeps me alive, keeps me alive The world And the world turns around The world and the world yeah The world drags me down Oh, the heads that turn Make my back burn And that's heads that turn Make my back, make my back burn, yeah Hey yeah hey, yeah hey The fire in your eyes keeps me alive And the fire in your eyes keeps me alive Inside her you'll find sanctuary Inside her you'll find sanctuary And the world the world turns around And the world and the world the world drags me down And the world and the world the world turns around And the world and the world and the world and the world And the world drags me down Ah, hey yeah, hey yeah And the world and the world turns around And the world and the world Yeah, the world drags me down And the world Yeah, the world turns around And the world and the world the world drags me down Hey yeah, hey yeah Sanctuary, hey Sanctuary, hey

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