I've got a secret that I can't explain. All the time, I've waited for this day...........

Secrets

• I feel guilty over everything, all of the time.  Going back to my childhood I was made to feel guilty over the smallest of things or just plain blamed for everything that ever went wrong. 
• I am a compulsive tweezer
• Maybe this isn't such a dark secret as some peeps already know this.  I also am a serial ear cleaner.  However, Q Tip brand is too large for my small ear canal so I buy the cheap ones.  On occasion the cotton has come off and become lodged in my ear and I needed to have my doctor remove it
• I scared of chicken.  From the steroid injected breasts to it being cooked well enough.  Growing up my mother BOILED our chicken.  It was safe to eat in that it was cooked well enough but it tasted like ass.  I went the first five years after moving away from home refusing to purchase or eat chicken at all
• I love Japanese Hibachi cooking but loathe and am disgusted by Mongolian BBQ
• I have major sleep disturbance and insomnia issues
• I have a HUGE fam on my mother's side and can honestly say that I don't actually love one of them that is living
• I have and am fighting tooth and nail, the "Peter Pan" syndrome
• I am pathologically insecure 
• The number 1 key on my keyboard is MIA
• The only time I raise my voice to my mammals is when they get on my laptop

More to follow......

I've got a secret and I can't explain
All the time I've waited for this day
All along I was never in doubt
I've always knew it could ever get out
There are things that I cannot tell
And there are things that you know damn well
This is getting very hard for me
I guess you'd better just wait and see
Shut up!
This is all
This is all
Secret.
You brought a message and the message was clear
All the time you wipe away that tear
All I want is to hold your hand
To see the sun and walk the sand
You make me sad as you make me glad
And now you see all my secret is is love (is love...)
Everyday I'm always there
You can't fight me
And make me feel it's worth my while
And then I look around and you're not there
And every day you say you can't hang out beware
Secret.
This is all
This is all
Secret.
I got a secret and I can't explain
.. is this all
All I want is to hold your hand
.. is this all
All along I was never in doubt
.. is this all
To see the sun and to walk the sand
.. is this all Secret
(fade)
I got a secret and I can't explain
All I want is to hold your hand